Published in Heart Affairs·PinnedMember-onlyI Am StarvingTo be held and touched. — He was standing on the porch of his guesthouse. I emerged from the cab and ran straight into his open arms….. His arms closed around me… I was home. I locked my arms around him and nuzzled my head into his chest. …Love3 min read
Published in The Bad Influence·Jun 24Member-onlyGuns & BabiesThe painful paradox that is America — “You should carry a gun,” this guy at my gym told the ladies when one of them mentioned this weird guy she saw in the parking lot. “We don't call 911 (with a gun image).” This is a famous decorative sign here in Texas. I’ve seen it hanging on people's…Abortion3 min read
Published in Heart Affairs·Updated Jun 8Member-onlyLove Without Time…I hope our time comes. — There is a man… And what a man he is. He makes me sigh, weep and crave. He is real…(you know what I mean). Hardworking, honest, resilient, focused, a little wild…a little silly, funny, and much more. He is human, as raw as they get. Flesh, blood, sweat, tears….every emotion…Love3 min read
Published in The Scarlett Letter·May 19Member-onlyPearls Of Pleasure…A female hard-on — Dripping…glistening string of beads…the wetness couldn't contain itself anymore. After sucking and savoring his cock for a long time, I got on top of him, spreading my legs wide so he could see as I slowly squatted…hovering on top. We were both looking, couldn’t control it. We love looking at…Sex2 min read
Published in The Bad Influence·May 6Member-onlyThe Handmaids TaleBeing written in the real world…Gilead personified. — “Blessed be the fruit.” But what about the tree? The tree that carries, nourishes, and creates the fruit. “Fuck..ed be the tree?” (Well literally yes, there has to be Fucking to create the fruit I am talking of, but seriously…humor aside. WTF?) If you don't know what I am talking about, then get out…The Bad Influence3 min read
Published in Moments·May 5Member-onlyUnforgettable Moments Of Love…Love will always silence other noises. — Love lives in moments… Ebbs & Flows… The rest is just noise, it's just two people struggling to get to those moments… The moments…those precious rare moments, where love lives, thrives. We have a lot of that noise, my love and I. But the moments….ah, those moments, fleeting, beautiful…they make…Love6 min read
Published in The Scarlett Letter·Apr 20Member-onlyA Love Beyond Us…We found the ultimate love of our lives in adultery — Beyond us… It truly is beyond us. I have no words to explain this. What we share, the love, the understanding, the comfort, the longing, the desire…it’s infinite. We were talking about it, how our feelings just keep evolving and growing, like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon, only this…Love4 min read
Published in The Bad Influence·Apr 19Member-onlyFrom Hovel To Heaven…Thrifty Word Challenge 50 #85: Hovel — My heart was a hovel… A shanty, shack, tumble-down hut Messy, unpleasant…crude It used to be infested, dark & damp. Miserable, wretched but guess what? Along he came, with a golden shovel… Repaired, restored…decorated even The power of love… heals and transforms The hovel now…no longer Almost feels like heaven. …The Bad Influence1 min read
Published in Moments·Apr 6Member-onlyChoose Your Happiness…I don’t want to have to choose. — What makes me happy? Ah, the answer to that looks like that big old firmly rooted tree with numerous long twisted spread-out branches and deep invisible roots. That just came to me as I tried to visualize myself… I wish I was a bird, but I am not…I am a big mature oak. Is…Love5 min read
Published in The Scarlett Letter·Mar 29Member-only“I want them to see us fucking”A window to heaven — We had a weekend, it was a pre-birthday celebration for him. My love, my lover…I had finally found time to get away and we made the most of it. My body is still feeling the sweet aches from the incessant, rampant debauchery that occurred over this weekend, but the longing…Sex6 min read